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Oh my Wolf, all is well.


Protectress 40 x 40 acrylic on canvas, by Pixie Campbell

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Here are some questions to ask yourself if you’re wondering what your animal totem is:
  • Have you ever felt drawn to one animal or another without being able to explain why? This could be animal, including birds and insects.
  • Does a certain kind of animal consistently appear in your life? This doesn’t necessarily have to be a physical appearance, it could be represented in other ways such as receiving card and letters with the same animal pictured over and over, unexplainable dreams of a particular animal, watching television and seeing the same animal featured time and time again, or, actually having the animal show up.
  • When you go to the zoo, a park, wildlife area, or forest, what are you most interested in seeing?
  • Are there any animals that you find to be extremely frightening or intriguing?
  • Is there a particular animal that you see frequently when you’re out in nature?
  • Have you ever been bitten or attacked by an animal?
  • Have you ever had a recurring dream about a certain animal, or a dream from childhood that you have never been able to forget?
  • Are you drawn to figurines or paintings of a specific animal?



He recordado mis encuentros recurrentes con "un" animal, even if they came in the form of an attack; dreams (a protector Wolf's comfy furry back); objetos, talismanes... (figuritas de la suerte, murales, llaveros...); etc.

1 German Sepherd in the mountains while jogging that caused me to faint in shock
2 Attacked (LLE) by a wolf-dog, Sofi, when I accidentally touched her food bowl while sweepping the garden. I screamed in total panic. I was a little girl.
3 Dogs barking at the other side of the door when I had to knock because of my job in an insurance company, and of course, I could not run away every time I listened to the frenzied barking (and I didn't do it, not even once!)
4 My own dog, an adorable Catalan Shephard, bit me several times in the past, but once he hurt me quite severely.

Encounters (Spirit Guide): Dogs (wolves-relatives), wolf-dogs.
Lesson (Wolf Medicine): to overcome fears, to fight my own weaknesses, self-improvement (autosuperación).

También yo en cierto modo he renegado de él/ella (my Wolf) este tiempo. ¿Por qué? Por venir a ayudarme a reconocer mi propia voz interior, a plantarme en mi territorio y defender mis límites personales, por reforzarme en mis convicciones en momentos decisivos. Por tener que ser en esos momentos harsh, abrupt, edgy, transfixing... he querido en otros desterrarlo en cierto modo... ¿Por qué? ¿por sentirme luego más mansa, más dócil? ¿por vivir entonces más tranquila? ¿Es justo eso? No son amables los animales salvajes (como el instinto) en situaciones adversas; no se andan con chiquitas cuando conviene dejar algo claro. Sin embargo, eso no quita que haya un momento para la batalla y otro para el descanso, igual como lo hay para la familia y para el individuo, para la sociedad y para la soledad.. Y el Lobo enseña a guardar este equilibrio a los que llevan su medicina en el alma, o en los huesos...

Oh my Wolf, all is well. I need to apologize to her... and thank her for so many things and blessings! Thanks, Wild Wolf Mama! You teach me to gather peculiar tools and misty insights along the path. Awroooo!

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Wolf, Power Animal, Symbol of Wildness, Social and Family Values, Intuition, Loyalty 

By Ina Woolcott 

Native American and Celtic custom regard Wolf as the way of find the deepest levels of self, of inner knowing and intuition. This is symbolized by the image of the wolf howling at the moon. Native Americans have long regarded wolves as teachers or pathfinders. In astrology, Wolf is represented by the Dog, Sirius, thought by many aboriginal tribes to be the home of the Ancients. 

Wolves are probably the most misunderstood of all wild animals. Stories of cold-bloodedness abound, in spite of their friendly, intelligent and social traits. (...) They were seen as the enemy, especially when they ate farm animals! 

The wolf, is a symbol of the night. This time can seem lonesome and scary to us. But it is also the time when through dreams, we may discover valuable things about ourselves. This is a lonely path. To truly come to understand yourself, you must be alone, undeterred by the beliefs, judgements and views of others. The wolf teaches us to learn about our inner self and to discover our inner power and strength. However, to achieve this, we must take risks and face our deepest fears. Wolf requires sincerity. Though demanding a lot of us, much is given in return; a spirit helper that is always there to help, giving us extraordinary powers of endurance. Learn to hear the voice within yourself, which in silence is as clear as the sound of the wolf howling in the night. 

Wolf is also an extremely gregarious animal, enjoying the company of others. Wolves mate for life. The clan has a solid social structure, in which all adults participate in the upbringing of the young. Wolves are fiercely loyal to their mates, with a strong sense of family whilst upholding individualism. Though their clans are highly organised, they are truly free spirits. They seem to go out of their way to avoid a fight. A shift in posture, a growl, or a glance gets the point across quite readily without violence. We are reminded not to waste resources and to learn how to avoid trouble and confrontations. People with Wolf as power animal have the ability to make quick and firm emotional attachments. Trust your insights about these attachments, wolf will be there to guide you. Take control of your life with Wolf’s assistance and do so with harmony and discipline. 

We can truly use wolf as an example in our lives. We can understand that there doesn't need to be a hard separation between the solitary and social paths. Wolf teaches you to balance between the needs your family has of you and the needs you have for yourself. Wolves are totally loyal to the pack but do not give up their identity to the pack. If wolf has come into your life you are must look at where you are being too dependent and where you may be too independent. 

Wolfs qualities, his medicine, are the ability to learn knew ideas and then teach them to others. Wolf is thought to be an independent explorer coming back to his pack to teach what he has discovered. We too in exploring the hidden paths of consciousness, may come across new truths to share with the rest of our clan, human beings. Wolf brings faithfulness, inner strength and intuition when he enters our lives, and also teaches us to live with ourselves. 

If Wolf finds you, this may be an indication that you are a great teacher or thinker. Or if this is not so, perhaps you need to ponder whether there may be something you need to expand your mind about. Be receptive to new concepts/ideas. By doing so you can gain more wisdom. To increase your Wolf power, you can utilise your newly integrated wisdom and also share it with others. Wisdom is gained through experience, by walking the path. Another way to put it - practise what you preach. 

When a lone wolf is spotted in the wilderness it embodies freedom. When seen in a pack it embodies a feel of community. If wolf appears to you alone or in a pack it is asking you to do the same within your own life. 

The Wolf's senses are highly developed. They are extremely intelligent with excellent hearing, sense of smell and strong feeling. As well as being determined animals they are also cunning. A wolfs howl is primal and penetrating. The howl is used to locate clan members or to let wolves from outside of the pack know their territory boundaries. If you hear a wolf howl, this may be telling you to stand your ground and defend your boundaries. 

Wolves express themselves a lot with body language. If angry, they may stick their ears straight up and show their teeth. A suspicious wolf pulls its ears back and squints. Fear is often indicated by flattening the ears against the head. A wolf wanting to play, dances and bows playfully. Their body language is symbolic to you. Humans also uses body language to send out messages. The study of this art can increase your perception of this power animal. 

Wolves hunt in packs, depending on endurance to run down weak and older animals. They have been known to cover 35 miles a day in pursuit. Wolf is a symbol of stamina and strength, teaching you to know who you are, and to develop strength and confidence in what you do. 

Wolf's medicine includes death and rebirth, facing death with dignity and courage, Spirit teaching, guidance in dreams and meditations, instinct linked with intelligence, social and family values, steadfastness, skill in protection of self and family, outwitting enemies, ability to pass unseen, taking advantage of change.